When you look into the mirror do you see a face you hardly recognise?
I did, took me a long time and maybe i'm still not quite there yet. But i'm on my way, i know some things you don't know. It's got a lot, lot easier, but then acceptance of a situation is knowing. Its a knowing of who you are, where you might go and what you might do.
Away from the mirror I know lots of things that you dont know but you will still judge me regardless. If i had the time i'd tell you but that would put me in danger, i could have a knife in my back, a broken heart or at the very least a hard time.
Fair enough, i've laid my bed but i haven't made it.
Mirror, i've shown you the inside and the outside of me, what is false, what is true, where i want to go and what i want to do.
So why isn't it enough for me?
Or you?
Al Sithees' Big Generator . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Farewell my little star, we wish you well. What about love i hear you say, but this is the bottom line, its over, i dont love you anymore. We had 100 nights of fun and games but here, in my time of dying, in this house of broken love, lies a better man.
Thursday 9 April 2009
Tuesday 7 April 2009
Lucy Sanchez's millenium diary (every 6 seconds part 2)
31st December 1999
10.33 - Woke up & had a great breakfast, as usual JC stayed in bed for a bit after i'd got up but it's going to be a very long, (and hopefuly) verrrrrry special day.
11.41 - I checked the rings, they were gorgeous and perfect, just what i'd always dreamed of, i'd been looking at them about 20 times a day & never got tired of it. They were glistening like wet otters in the morning sun. I can now hear my perfect man JC up & pottering about, only about 12 hours to go before the big moment, i dont think he has a clue whats coming, tee hee. I'm so excited & blissfully happy. For some reason daddy wasnt too keen on JC but as much as i love him & i'll always be his little girl, i need to do this, its what i was made for.
14.50 - JC has been in the bath for about 2 hours what does he find to do in there?
17.18 -Had tea with JC, he'd spent a few hours in his study reading, he must also have been moving some of the furniture around in there, because i could hear a lot of grunting, puffing & panting. He's so strong & mysterious, sometimes his mind appears to float away, hes often involved in some deep thought, they must be happy thoughts as he ususally has a smile on his face when he does this. He's so sensitive, i cant believe that in a matter of hours i'm going to pop the quesition, i just know he'll say yes!
18.00 - I began to get ready, i got out the new dress i'd bought, i'd spent £800 on it but it's worth it, if i say so mysef i look hot in this, theres no way JC could say no to me wearing this. I'll be the belle of the ball & JC will be my Prince Charming, this is so perfect, i hope i'm not dreaming.
21.12 - We were having a great night all our friends were there, everyone knew what i was planning to do, except JC of course. JC was his usual self, the life & soul of the party one second, in solitude with his thoughts the next, thats my JC for you.
23.50 - Me & the girls went to the toilet to powder our noses or whatever, the excitement was building & they were teasing & singing "going to the chapel & were gonna get married", stop it you rotten lot, you're embarrasing me. Secretly though i loved it, this was a wonderful time of my life & i wanted to enjoy every moment.
23.53 - My pulse was racing, it was nearly midnight only a few minutes away, i couldnt wait, i wanted to ask him right here, right now. Pacience Lucy.
23.56 - I nearly asked him a moment ago, oh my god, dont spoilt it, wait till Big Ben chimes.
23.58 - This is it, the tv had crossed over to Trafalgar Square, there were thousands there, all merry & happy, no one would be as happy as me in a minutes time!
23.59 - The countdown began, i took a deep breath & waited, it felt like i standing on the edge of a whole new life with the most fantastic man i'd ever met.
10, 9 - its no good i cant wait
8, 7 - I shouted JC will you marry me?
6,5 - JC was deep in thought, he turned, looked at me, smiled & said.......
Soapy tit w*nks.
10.33 - Woke up & had a great breakfast, as usual JC stayed in bed for a bit after i'd got up but it's going to be a very long, (and hopefuly) verrrrrry special day.
11.41 - I checked the rings, they were gorgeous and perfect, just what i'd always dreamed of, i'd been looking at them about 20 times a day & never got tired of it. They were glistening like wet otters in the morning sun. I can now hear my perfect man JC up & pottering about, only about 12 hours to go before the big moment, i dont think he has a clue whats coming, tee hee. I'm so excited & blissfully happy. For some reason daddy wasnt too keen on JC but as much as i love him & i'll always be his little girl, i need to do this, its what i was made for.
14.50 - JC has been in the bath for about 2 hours what does he find to do in there?
17.18 -Had tea with JC, he'd spent a few hours in his study reading, he must also have been moving some of the furniture around in there, because i could hear a lot of grunting, puffing & panting. He's so strong & mysterious, sometimes his mind appears to float away, hes often involved in some deep thought, they must be happy thoughts as he ususally has a smile on his face when he does this. He's so sensitive, i cant believe that in a matter of hours i'm going to pop the quesition, i just know he'll say yes!
18.00 - I began to get ready, i got out the new dress i'd bought, i'd spent £800 on it but it's worth it, if i say so mysef i look hot in this, theres no way JC could say no to me wearing this. I'll be the belle of the ball & JC will be my Prince Charming, this is so perfect, i hope i'm not dreaming.
21.12 - We were having a great night all our friends were there, everyone knew what i was planning to do, except JC of course. JC was his usual self, the life & soul of the party one second, in solitude with his thoughts the next, thats my JC for you.
23.50 - Me & the girls went to the toilet to powder our noses or whatever, the excitement was building & they were teasing & singing "going to the chapel & were gonna get married", stop it you rotten lot, you're embarrasing me. Secretly though i loved it, this was a wonderful time of my life & i wanted to enjoy every moment.
23.53 - My pulse was racing, it was nearly midnight only a few minutes away, i couldnt wait, i wanted to ask him right here, right now. Pacience Lucy.
23.56 - I nearly asked him a moment ago, oh my god, dont spoilt it, wait till Big Ben chimes.
23.58 - This is it, the tv had crossed over to Trafalgar Square, there were thousands there, all merry & happy, no one would be as happy as me in a minutes time!
23.59 - The countdown began, i took a deep breath & waited, it felt like i standing on the edge of a whole new life with the most fantastic man i'd ever met.
10, 9 - its no good i cant wait
8, 7 - I shouted JC will you marry me?
6,5 - JC was deep in thought, he turned, looked at me, smiled & said.......
Soapy tit w*nks.
Monday 6 April 2009
Gourmet cat food
Holy shit, why the heck does this product exist, cats are one of natures basest and self sufficient hunters, they wll drag dead birds into your house and are happy with that.
Do they really want to eat some reformed concoction of rabbit, turkey, monkfish or impala that is meant to appeal to the more discerning feline. I dont think so Joe.
Cats are like T-rexes, you might not see them for a week or two but they will never starve.
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